http://iletgo.blogdrive.com/ I LET GO Sun, 23 Apr 2006 09:03:45 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2006. http://iletgo.blogdrive.com/archive/36.html Sun, 23 Apr 2006 15:00:17 GMT Catherine... where are you? are you ok? I got your IM... call me asap!! http://iletgo.blogdrive.com/comments?id=36 http://iletgo.blogdrive.com/archive/35.html Wed, 29 Mar 2006 05:24:30 GMT More getting better today. Went to work and got to hang out with my 4 year olds. They were pretty good. I had the last ten minutes with the 2's and got to play with Lolo... Hunter's stuffed animal. It somehow got a blue nose...probably from some chalk or something. It was pretty funny. I made Hunter play simon says with me. He did really good. I feel so bad for him because he's always the last two to get picked up and if I don't distract him, he always gets really sad that he's the last kid. I've added a few things for the "guide": (16) Stickers are every kids favorite reward... ok... (more) http://iletgo.blogdrive.com/comments?id=35 http://iletgo.blogdrive.com/archive/34.html Thu, 23 Mar 2006 18:35:52 GMT Alright, I'm not saying anything about the Pres on this one, I'm just not happy with this particular plan that government in general is promoting. They are about to sell off 304,370 acres of national forest in the U.S. (this is the protected stuff) to give money to rural schools and communities. It sounds good. It sounds inviting, but I am not sure if this is the right way to get rural communities money. Why do I care? Missouri has the second largest chunk of forest they will be selling, at approx. 22,000 acres of Mark Twain National Forest. Sadly, you have only until the 30th to... (more) http://iletgo.blogdrive.com/comments?id=34 http://iletgo.blogdrive.com/archive/33.html Thu, 23 Mar 2006 04:53:13 GMT I think my lil kids are trying to see how far they can push me before I go insane. Hehe. Luckily, I have the most amazing boyfriend in the world and he cheered me up on an otherwise crappy day. I'm still trying to get over this freakin cold and I'm eager to be on break from school work, even though its not that pressing...its just annoying when I'm sooooo close to being done. So yeah, Andrew brought home some Chinese food while I made us some rice, and we sat and talked and ate yummy foods. Last night he made dinner (manicoti) and surprised me with wine. I'm too damn lucky. Anyways,... (more) http://iletgo.blogdrive.com/comments?id=33 http://iletgo.blogdrive.com/archive/32.html Fri, 10 Mar 2006 18:57:45 GMT Life is just crazy. I've been so depressed lately about everything that goes on around me. I don't think that I'm supposed to be focused on it, but per my OCDness I obsess over it. I'm disappointed in humanity... ok, the majority of humanity. We are a materialistic race now, and money is our driving force for motivation. I feel physically sick over the crap that we do to our beautiful earth. No one seems to recognize the effects of every individual action we take. I'll sit here and bitch about it, but soon, I'll be working to stop it. I'll be working to make things right. What's bad... (more) http://iletgo.blogdrive.com/comments?id=32 http://iletgo.blogdrive.com/archive/31.html Thu, 09 Mar 2006 02:03:59 GMT Yesterday, I woke up early and wrote the wrong paper for my Playwriting class. It's all good, I'm still going to write the correct one for tomorrow. Playwriting was fun, then I went to Bio. We talked about water and the quality and quantity around the world. After that I ate lunch really quick, then headed to Apple School where I now work. I was the teacher's assistant for the five year olds. I actually had a blast with them. It was awkward because the first time half of them saw me was when I woke them up from their nap, they were a tad bit confused. Anyway, once I helped feed them... (more) http://iletgo.blogdrive.com/comments?id=31 http://iletgo.blogdrive.com/archive/30.html Wed, 01 Mar 2006 05:09:54 GMT Today I received an email from the Chancellor... yes, MU Chancellor. It was addressed to every student at the university. For about a page and a half to two pages, I was updated on everything the Chancellor and his wife are doing, who is achieving things on campus, and the people who went and sang in NYC Opera House... but on Sunday a fellow student committed suicide. He jumped out of a top floor of a resident hall and it has been reported by the news he left a note. This student died. On campus, after jumping out of a resident hall... and the Chancellor didn't even mention it. Instead, I've... (more) http://iletgo.blogdrive.com/comments?id=30 http://iletgo.blogdrive.com/archive/29.html Mon, 27 Feb 2006 18:19:14 GMT I left for StL on Friday night and made it there in pretty good time. I stayed the whole weekend at Andrew's family's house. It was a blast. On Friday night Andrew, Les, and I all went exploring the grocery store for beer and wine, then all of the family ate East Coast Pizza (and the return of TASTY KAKES!). It turned out that at one point all of Andrew's siblings (Luke, Leslie, and Charles) came over and it was a ton of fun just chatting and hanging out with them. It kind of makes me wonder what Jaclyn and I would have done if we had more siblings. Hehe. Anyways, we helped clean up dinner... (more) http://iletgo.blogdrive.com/comments?id=29 http://iletgo.blogdrive.com/archive/28.html Fri, 24 Feb 2006 15:21:38 GMT First off, thank you Catherine for that amazing comment! I always find comfort in your words and I know that you and I share a lot of the same feelings and ideals in life, so it helps to be reminded that I'm not evil, I'm just following my dreams. This weekend I've decided I'm going back to St. Louis. I called my grandparents and made sure I could come visit and if it was alright to bring Andrew with to meet them. My grandmother has been out of the hospital since Tuesday and during our long chat she says she's doing much better, so that's good news. Unfortunately family will be family, so I... (more) http://iletgo.blogdrive.com/comments?id=28 http://iletgo.blogdrive.com/archive/27.html Thu, 23 Feb 2006 01:23:36 GMT I went home this past weekend to St. Louis. I did not get to visit my grandmother in the hospital, nor did I get to visit Laura in the hospital. Both things are upsetting and I really had hoped to not have someone's determination to make me do one thing, fuck everything else up. Don't get me wrong, I loved visiting with my aunt and uncle, its been a long time since I've seen either of them. I loved seeing Jaclyn too. I, however, never brace myself properly for getting beaten down with disapproval from my parents. This time, the front was mainly on that of my mother... my father didn't have... (more) http://iletgo.blogdrive.com/comments?id=27